I totally bored with slash fanfiction and published gay e-books that I recently read nowadays. That's why I "traveled" through LJ to find some fresh stories.hee.

I found original on-line stories that made me happy. I'm a picky reader with many selfish needs, and that's why I always seek the ending first*head desk*. Yeah yeah, in some people opinions that really ruined the story, coward yada yada yada(mainly for anime/manga fans) but I seek books/stories that make my life a bit better so you can't sue me^____^.

Slash/gay stories and fanfiction are one of my happiness, and I just happy if I read a really good ones and when I shared(not e-books but some free on0line stories)and someone likes it too.
But then I found origslash_rants community and I crushed over some facts stated by some people there. And no, I don't mean their rants or posts(I love some of it in fact), but some hard facts that m/m genre have some serious problems that made a loyal fans and disappointed not so little gay novel authors. Mostly like reviews, flame..and uuhh many more. It's too complicated for me to write here since I don't really know how to explain it.duh.

In the end they just give up or being passive and negative about the thing that once become their passion. It made me sad and depressed. I know some people will say 'don't read it' or stay away from it, but I don't think I can be that ignorant. haaaahh....I wish I can stay away from LJ but that's impossible.lol.

Tags: about m/m, rants
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Car Patrol - Signal fire

Due to my STUPID mind and there is no reason for what I did.

I removed one of my LJ friend instead of the one that I real want to removed. When I checked my friends list I was suprised and annoyed as hell...

Now I feel like shit and she's a real nice lady too..*slumped*

There's nothing wrong with her, and it's all my fault..

Tags: i fucked up
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: --none!--

So I'm planning to delete my DeviantArt account once I saved all my arts there. Due to pc error, I lost my data including my old arts there, so I have to collected it from DA and it sucked big time!

DA had given me so many happy times, but one day BAM! I had a really hard time in my daily life and it caused I broke some promises to some people. Now when some things finally settled down, I'm planning to have a fresh start, but now I'm focused into RPS, M/M Novels fanarts and Original characters. Yay.hahaha...

Tags: my arts
Current Location: my room
Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: the orange lights - let the love in